So apparently I'm a heart-breaker. not a good feeling.
We agreed to be friends. As a friend, I decided to check-up on him and make sure he was ok and to embark on our new status - friends ... I guess you can tell that's not exactly what was going to happen. I mean, we have not known each other long, we only spent one weekend together (in a conventional way), but he is in deep. Like in love, deep.
So, he deactivated his facebook account and I feel TERRIBLE about that. You all must know how much I adore my fb ... That is his primary means of communicating with his family, and its now terminated. He also shut down his business site. I mean, when he goes out, he goes out big! When I try to talk to him about it he tells me, he is punishing himself. No more art, business, photography, fb (he also doesn't want to communicate with anyone or have anyone ask him what happened), he really cut himself off from anything and went into super recluse mode. And who is to blame ... me.
Being who I am, I take stock.
It is what it is so fix what you can, deal with what you can't, and move on.
He is a grown man and makes his decision, all I can do is stand true and be his friend if he even lets me.
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